Words with hidden meanings, they seem so real.....

Last 3 wkd of prcp :))

2010-01-07T19:12:00.000-08:00

Wow. Another 3 weeks to the end of prcp.
With much perseverance and support fom the staff nurse.
Cheers to my 9 wks of endurance.

I gt a B+ for my DDD
and a B for my NURM
nt very satisfied for my NURM :((

I bought 4 dresses in a blog shop :))
the dresses are kinda chicky and cute.
that cheers me up a lil'

I'll be working morn shift tml :)
Time passes fast today.
Fatty came to pick up dis morn the usual...
Today he grumbled abit cos he slept ard 12 ytd.
Hahaha. Anyway he still loves me thou.
:)) haha. Piggie oh piggie

2nd night shift

2009-12-15T12:39:00.000-08:00

Saw that filing bastard in A&E
Acting one kind of a sick shit
Hope u die early
Smoke more and get lung cancer.
FUCKING DOUCHE BAG!

2 more hrs to go
Rotting away...
Couldn't wait for this Friday to come :D
It's mahjong day :D
CHOO and NING coming to join my madness at NIC's hse.

I shall cut down on this "luck thing".
My mummy say is an addiction.
Bad. Very bad.
I shall cut this down. :(

1st night shift

2009-12-14T13:31:00.000-08:00

I'm blogging!!!
I'm doing night shift today.
1 more hr to go
I'm working with my fav staff nurse, faZli
took a 1 hr nap during my break
slept for 16 hrs in the day.
I'm quite energize.
Been very busy for the whole midnight
now Eth's settled.
Housekeeping now
restocking the goods. Eg. Needles, syringes, gauze..

I miss my frens somehow.
Feeling rather empty inside
Misses Belle
Misses Liting
Misess Yvonne
Misess junping
Misses Sihui
miss gab.
Perhaps everyone in sch

I finally bought a dress.

2009-12-05T05:48:00.000-08:00

Doing morning shift today.
This week sunday off.
Early in the morn taking 2 hrly parameters till 3pm.
Bored.
Anyway, for the nxt 4 wks my sat and sun will be strictly OFF.
:D Looking great.

So excited.
Can't wait for the dress to come.
AWESOME :)
"The dress looks cute." commented by von and si.

This evening piggie and i just went to visit Si.
She's so mummy. :)
Finally settled down.
Si's baby looks so cute.
So small.
A little life.
X)
How i wish i could be pampered lidat.

In just short 2.5hrs, Si, Von, Gab & me had so many things to catch up with.
Latest gossips.
Latest trends.
Latest.......
Time seems to be never enuff.):

Pre-Consolidation Registration Practice

2009-12-04T01:21:00.000-08:00

4 wks past.
yet another 8 wks to go.
Can't wait to get my dip.
Can't wait to get out of nursing.

I have been grumbling away for the past few yrs.
Y have i chose nursing.
Shld have quit like Si did last yr.
She's like a free bird out from the cage.
): Sad

My night shift would be out nxt wk.
cant's wait for it to come.
When everyone's asleep, the nurses are working/slacking?
-_-

I think my DDD and NURM scored quite well.
All the Qns that i studied came out.
Got have a pat on my shoulder for working hard.
No regrets for skipping lessons.
Hate my course principal. _i_

Dis coming sat is SI baby's full month.
Can't wait to see her. X)
Wit her baby Keisha.

Dis sunday will be Jin Long and Ivey, baby's 1 yr old birthday.
AWESOME.
My weekends are packed. Not forgetting it's a family day. :)

Throughout my nursing life,
I have learnt alot of valuable lessons.
One of it which is to cover my own backside.
No one can be trusted.

Love PIG PIG. :P

Biatch. Sluts. Whores.

2009-11-05T03:11:00.000-08:00

S: well.. its been long since i update my blog.
Sheena always make my day.
We call each other names.
YES. bitch. sluts. whore.
hahaha. i nvr wan to leave venezia.
i love GELATOS. don mind spending my money on tat.

I had been the 2 wks b4 my attachment started.
Yet another 2 wks had past.
Tml is the last day of the in-campus attachment.
8am-4pm.

I was late today. :) hur hur. as usual. X)
JP signed for me.
and thx to her, i don have to receive a counseling letter.
1)I woke up at 8.35am.
2)Brushed teeth. 8.40am.
3)Took a comfort cab. 8.50am.
4)Reached sch. 9.15am
5)sneaked up at the opposite door of the room whre the tchr did nt notice. X: 9.20am.
and pretended nth happpened.
THX JUNPING FOR SAVING ME. >.<
I also have to thank the class for not sabotaging me. :)

I don noe wad i wan in my life.
Either i'll study or i'll work.
I'm too lazy to work so guess i'll choose to study. :)
No matter wad decision i chose to make my mum will always support me.
I'm fickle-minded and i'm very dependent on my bfs.
How i wish i could be born with a pretty face and a silver spoon.
I do not have to do a single thing.

Could things be any more simpler for me. S:

Mahjong. mahjong. mahjong

2009-10-19T19:40:00.000-07:00

we had like rounds and rounds of mahjong during the wkends
X)
hahaha.
lose and win too.
i miss all my frens.
i'm getting abit slimmer.
lost of appetite again.

went suntanning wit mark, andy, ter, hui zi... the rest wasn't there.
it was a hot day.
-_-

Fark the tcher for calling me in the middle of the morn.
jus to ask me to go sch tml.
ta ma de.

SUNNY DAY

2009-10-03T21:38:00.000-07:00

went to JANETTE's birthday gathering yesterday.
She's going to be officially 19. /: Wow.
Gary, Samuel, Zijin, Lewis, Raymond, Nicholas, Cassandra, Patricia & my BF were there.
so happening.
went to dine in mamaison.
Tsk. shared to buy her a last min Versace perfume. X)
She loves it.
LOLs.

I have to find sth to entertain myself everyday.
I have not type out my case study. ):
Dunno whre to print. ):
Haven print out my skills too.

I want to learn dota...

2009-10-02T00:44:00.000-07:00

1.Learn dota.
2.Be a PROFESSIONAL in the game.
3.Be happy

YES. Just got to play dota again.
Vs Mark & Jp.
Dam they won the battle.
:S

JP was so pervertic.
She commented one of the pt's dick.
lols.
She said "IT'S HUGE."

I see the shining light... and the darkness...

2009-09-30T07:50:00.001-07:00

Did u say it out of jealousy or wad?

An Ugly world.

PEtty.

Acceptance.

Prejudice

If u think by taking some things to judge me.

Makes me look bad.

I'm disappointed.

This is y i hated life.

The PCA is lazy.

2009-09-15T08:46:00.001-07:00

One nite in the PUB..

Fatty and me

Fatty "pooling"

Me and Jun

Fatty

Me

Jun

Junior

Mark

Jin Long, Ivey, Jun Ping, Raynor and me

Nippie squeeze the brave volunteer.. Raynor

Mark sucking....

At SPIZE after that...

i reli have to say the PCA just dump everything to us.
Taking cups. Taking "these" and "thats".
At the end of the day, she scolded me just becos i spill the medicine on the bed for the first tym. CB~! scolded me 3 tyms. I even offer to change the bed sheet for her. Nursing life just sucks. Another 4 mths. Can't wait till it's FEBRUARY. i'm counting down every single day. S:

Gatherings.

2009-09-13T20:05:00.000-07:00

It is fun to have a small gathering.
But it is frustrating to make a decision on whre to go.
Last Saturday, Bahwan and frens went to chill out at the pub in boat quay.
I don reli like beer. :S
I like to play mahjong.
Shake my legs and sit there to win. haa.
I don mind hangouts.
PUbbing is a bit ex.
Its quite worth while to jus sit and chill to tok abt the old days.
Went for Edwin bday buffet.
So many ppl's birthday.

Sunday was as usual a bit boring.
Went to meet up with Von, Si and Ting.
Tok abt loads of things.
Went to NewYorkNewYork to have our lunch.
To celeb Si bday.

Everyone's growing older.

I stayed at Bahwan's hse to watch 塘心沨爆之家豪约元
My frns watched it already.
I tot it wasn't a nice show.
Just nice i'm bored.
Thats y I watched.

YOU R SO THICK SKIN.. -_-

Trying hard...

2009-09-08T03:56:00.000-07:00

I'm tryin hard to like nursing.
I tried to let my staff nurse sign my skills. lols.
7 out of 10?
Great achievement or ...?
Hope i don die in my PRCP. ):
Somebody save me pls~

Terence was abit emo.
Not alot of ppl went for his bday bbq.
We played mahjong in Bahwan's hse till lyk 9pm.
Along with Whye Long, Mark, Junior, Edwin and OF COS!.. the Bday boy; Terence and Hui Zi.
After which we went to a random pub in boat quay.
Whye Long was tipsy.
Lols.
It was just 3 days ago.

I'm trying hard to lose weight.
Having tots of gng for liposuction.
Everyone's going for plastic.
Nose job, Boob Job, Face lift.
If you are rich but you are ugly, will you consider gng under the knife?

this is picture of me, my sis and nana.

First day of attachment... ):

2009-09-01T19:31:00.000-07:00

Hated nursing at times.
Waking up in early shifts.
Dragging myself out my cosy bed.
Have to meet new staff nurses in the ward.
I was posted to SGH ward 74(friendly environment)
Even so, I don't reli noe my skills well.
I was all the way toking to the patients and dare not take cases to risk their lives.
It's tough.
I'm bored.
It's too relaxing.
Li WenJie din allow me to change shift.
-_-. WTF

Well. Thank God that there is someone I know.
Gab was different shift from me so that was kinda out of the qn.
but there is an overlap of 2 hrs so that he can tok his crap to me.
Letting the time pass.

Jun. she was different cubicle frm me but we got to eat together. :)
Haha. She's with me. :)) YAY

2009-08-29T20:01:00.000-07:00

~~Emotional Abuse is Characterized by a Climate of Abuse~~

Unlike physical or sexual abuse, where a single incident constitutes abuse, emotional abuse is made up of a series of incidents, or a pattern of behavior that occurs over time. Emotional abuse is more than just verbal insults, the most common definition of emotional abuse. Emotional abuse is a series of repeated incidents - whether intentional or not - that insults, threatens, degrades, humiliates and/or controls another person.

It may include a pattern of one or more of the following abuses: insults, criticisms, aggressive demands or expectations, threats, rejection, neglect, blame, emotional manipulation & control, isolation, punishment, terrorizing, ignoring, or teasing.

~~The Effects of Emotional Abuse~~

Emotional abuse is not only under-reported, but it's effects are minimized. The famous childhood verse, "Sticks & stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me" is simply not true. In fact, being emotionally abuse was often more devastating & had longer-term effects.

Emotional abuse cuts to the core of a person, attacking their very being. Emotional abuse, if frequent enough, is usually internalized by the victim & leaves them feeling fearful, insignificant, unworthy, untrusting, emotionally needy, undeserving & unlovable & as if they were bad, deserving of punishment & to blame.

Being emotionally abused people often have a hard time understanding why they feel so bad. The abuse may not sound like much & often people around them will minimize the experience, telling them it's not so bad. But a climate of disregard for a person's feelings, where one is subjected to constant or frequent criticisms, being yelled at, or being ignored - has a deep & profound effect, attacking the very self-image & confidence of a person.

Sounds rite aite?? If you say it and don mean it, y did you appologize??

Screw the attachment...

2009-08-29T19:19:00.000-07:00

Come to think of that i'm kinda lucky tat i do not have ta be bonded for 2 yrs.
yawn so bored.. i had kinda busy week i was working on last monday. Von, ting and Gab came to find me. i ran off halfway during my workshift and join them eating in mamaison. Anyway, it was only a storey up. After that, they came to find me at Venezia and i treated them with a 2 scoops of waffle ice cream. One dark choc and the other rum & raisin. X) simply delicious.

2 days ago...
Bahwan, Yvonne, Rayner and I went to Johor together. X)
We had our BAK KUT TEH in the morning.
Shop in Jusco in the afternoon.
Den sing K in Neway located at City Square from 1600hrs-2000hrs.
Thx to my bahwan we got extra 1 free hr for singing.
By tat time our throats are rather sore. S:
We were slightly tired as we had to wake up early in the morning at 9am. X:
We had fun. X)
At bout 9pm, we went to the usual place 食德福 and eat.
As usual, we would order the satay, bbq meatball, stingray......many more... and yvonne's kangkong. -_-
Well, i kinda support piracy for disc. X:
Eventually, i bought 2 discs. One is "Caroline" and the other "Obsessed"
I got both for only Rm 10. S:
Anyway, the movie tix is also quite cheap. Its only rm 10 per person and its by cathay. S: If you don't support piracy.

AHH..

2009-07-09T19:45:00.001-07:00

Stop whining..-_-

My PooR LiL' ThinG..

2009-07-08T07:44:00.000-07:00

):

Bah Wan jammed break and skidded across the road. The bike ws eventually on top of him. He was kinda hurt. On his right side of his body were bruises and superficial scratches lower right arm. POOR THING~

He could barely walk fast and even hardly laughed due to the pain on his right lower tummy. He went to see the doc and yet the doc says could probli be due to muscle tear. ): when i palpate his tummy i could feel huge lumps which made me wry. S:

ONLY MUSCLE TEAR? It doesn't seem convincing. Belle and Bamboo talked to me and said just wait for a few days more to see if the lumps have subsided since the doc has given 3 days MCs. So poor thing. ):

Anyway this doesn't stop me from playin L4D for an hr. It was rather fun to play once a while. (: to entertain edwin since its his last day b4 he goes to the army. Belle was rather sad but yet as lovely as she is, cuddling with bamboo.. SADLY, one lesser ppl, one less of fun. S:

It was evening by the tym i reach bahwan hse. (:
I was watching the last 4 hrs of the "FINAL GOODBYE TO MICHEAL JACKSON". Everyone in the TV was crying, it makes me want to cry too. The song "Heal The World" was a song when i heard yrs ago. And now, Micheal Jackson is gone.

There were so much things to do. S: BRain malfunctioning. "SOS"

>>TO EDWIN:
HAVE FUN IN THE ARMY

If ur sincere, prove it.
If ur guilty, show it.
If ur a BITCH, so be it

Random.

2009-07-07T07:07:00.000-07:00

If u tink dis is unfair. y must u do it.
Mus it be always out of foolishness?
Or simply just tat u don bother?

If it is easier to forgive someone, there will be no more iraq wars and terrorist attacks.
Simply bcos... ppl do forgive but it is harder to forget the damage that one have done.
Everyone does have their own small imperfections.
You will either try to change for the better or remain the same.
its been 2 yrs... u have always been changing for the better then back to wad u were.

If u realise all the ppl ard u is starting to hate you, and all ppl have the same point of view, y don u do more self reflections of urself? Rather den keep saying that ppl r judging u from others. Y would ppl even do that.

Lessons to be learnt...

2009-07-06T10:21:00.000-07:00

YES.. you did alot of self reflections..

I did see it.

Everyone does.

U kept saying you have changed. If you reli changed y would so many ppl still picking on you?

THINK AGAIN

~~MISTAKES~~
YOU WILL NVR EVER ADMIT.
Even its ur fault you will still try to push the blame to others.

U would say YES ITS RELI MY FAULT. BUT...
Have YOU ever reli admit its ur fault while u ended up saying... actually its also not my fault?? and is also partially ur fault?

UR great in manipulating ur words.
But UR nvr too smart to lie the eyes and the ears of the others.
Words that YOU have said. Had spread across tat YOU did not even noe.

Y are ppl treating YOU tat way?

Think again.

I could eventually answer all the questions for YOU.

Have YOU ever confronted the particular person ONE to ONE when there;s no one supporting you?
Ans: NO!

Did YOU ever try to run away from the situation and pushed away the confrontation day?
Ans: YES!

Did YOU try to give all sorts of excuses to say maybe its not ur fault?
Ans: YES!

Are YOU truthful to ur friends?
Ans: NO!

Did YOU reject ur friend's call and said ur sleeping when ur frn is trying ta sort out the situation with YOU?
Ans: YES!

Have you ever keep skipping and late for lessons and leaving UR friends alone in class?
Ans: YES!

Have YOU ever ask ur frn to wait for YOU but YOU don wait for others?
Ans: YES!

PUHH..LEEASE....

Look into ur HEART. and if u ever think ath here is not truth, u can come and confront me. I CAN GUNRANTEE YOU THAT I HAVE AT LEAST ONE EXAMPLE FOR EACH. Stop bitching about others if YOU don wan others to bitch about YOU.

I even gave YOU face to go for ur birthday. I think i was wrong to go. Cos YOU din even come for mine. SUCKER. SO F@!#* OFF~. Giving excuses that you cant go CHEE BYE. GO AWAY BITCH.

its been MOnths...

2009-07-06T09:27:00.000-07:00

I haven been blogging since dunno how long...

SoOo many things to be done. yet so many things left undone...

I'm with my BAHWAN ALREADY. WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 1.5 MONTHS LE!!! WAKAKA :D
anyway i went single for a yr and he chased me for a yr. (: CONGRATS TO ME.((: FINALLY WE ARE TOGETHER!!

I have so many projects yet to be done. even the dateline seems far far ahead but its so close... like a couple of days later. YOU noe the song so close yet so far from hoobastank, its a gre8 song... Me and ting were like rushing for the proj X:

She did a gr8 job and did most of the work. S: Sad to say me and her (in our seperated locations) have to stay up late to work things out and do GOSSIPS... WOOHOO~

YES!! we went langkawi and ~~so many things happened~~
... X: not to mention who's involve. too lazy to tok about it. it will sure kill my brain cells every split sec when i even thought of it.

Today is the second week of school. SICK!!! TOTTALLY SICK!! the hols seems short.. but i enjoyed my everyday... I WENT PRAWNING. X) with belle, bamboo, bahwan, my sis and bro. :D its like a weekly routine to prawn and bishan.. WOW~! its $15 for an hr, $25 for 2, and $30 for 3. i would always get the 3 hrs one. :O its an ADDICTION. X)

YAWN SO TIRED.

-_- no title

2009-02-12T18:58:00.000-08:00

Exams around the corner.
My maid has gone back as she was caught red-handed by the NEA for ironing my parents curtains. My whole house is in a choatic mess!! My Mom was suspended for hiring a maid for the next 5 yrs. Wad's more?? she was fined 2000 dollar.
it's been 2 months since my maid is gone. we hab to independent till the "expiry date is over".
I'm working at yoghurt place. It's bored. But there's always some kind hearted souls to guide me. Looks lyk i'm senile again. I put my purse in the stall. My 100 dollars cash. T.T . IT wasn't lost. my colleague kept it for me.

I have to agree with wad winson say at times.

I've something to say for "~~Person A~~
"
Sometimes you are fake.
Sometimes you are nice.
Sometimes you act lyk a bimbotic
Sometimes you noe wad you are doing
BUT YOU JUS ACT LIKE YOU DID NOTHING.

Sometimes i treat you nice
Sometimes i treat you fair
Sometimes i treat you bad
Sometimes i make you sad
This happen for a reason
AS WAD I SAID . YOU NOE WAD YOU"RE DOING BUT U JUS ACT LYK YOU DID NOTHING!!

I don need ath frm you. THKS.

SUCKSBALLS

2009-01-14T08:43:00.000-08:00

Haven study for my 2 retest paper. prepare to fail again.
lols. tats madness. ppl were given 2nd chance to do beta not worst.
maybe i'll be the first.
Few days ago i went for my bike pract. was so enthu abt it but end up in front of a small lil' tree.
The stupid FIG.8 was tough. Trottled too much and bang onto the dam tree. Gotten 6 patches of bruises. -_-
I dunno how but yea... sucks... Mus i reli fail once each to pass??? How "honourable" to tell everyone tat i took so many times lyk a retard.X:

Jus gotten back hm frm work. i miscount the $10. I'm so sure tat was ~~NOT~~
my fault. FARK!!
I had to pay my 1 hr salary to tat dumb machine.
STUPID

P.S. I'm not wrkin in venezia anymore due to the closure of "dunno where" becos of the bad business. too many full timers. ~~I'M NOT BEING RETRENCHED"~~

Happy New Year.. This Is Year 2009!!

2009-01-01T19:54:00.000-08:00

happy new year!!
the chalet was fun wit belle belle along. ^^
all our frns din turn up.
wad a disappointment.
tot tat my besties will come but no one turn up.
anyway. CCB asked his frns to come.
lols. everything ended well.
the stupid "fire spark up" thingy ash flew on me and i got a 2 small dracula mark on my big fat thigh.
holy shit!! it was so painful. T.T
but things goes reli well and the 3 days 2 nites went out smoothly.
NO FOOD LEFTOVERS but jus a few chicken wings. X)

What in the world is the meaning of love??

2008-12-28T07:21:00.000-08:00

Thank GOD for having my besties ard.
Wit <3s.
Everyday is so unexpecting.
My cousin is getting married.
Guess they reli ~~love~~
each other. X:
Guess i reli haven been updating this.
Gawn.
It;s been months since i've updated.
Christmas was fun. X)
Went out wit my besties.
GUESS SOMEONE HAVE TO JUST FUCKING KEEP THEIR MOUTH SHUT TO THEMSELVES!
Ciaoz..

It wasn't a bad day afterall.. =S

2008-09-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

Hmmm. I was busy werking in the IT fair the last 4 days. The sales was rather bad. I sold 1 for the pass few days and got rather demoralised. blablabla. got pissed off by my sis rather often. X). yawn. pay day is coming yo. It sucks when belle told me tat we aren't goin to get our pay during the attachment. FREE labor for 1 mth. But tinking again i am glad tat i'm still a student. I never want to grow. I jus hope my tym would stop at 18. ^^ . Liting and I rather missed each other. Helen seperated us. ARGH~ I don tink i'm stayin at her hse anymore. Darn this dreadful life.

The hip hop class was rather boring as TCHR FREDDY only taught us the technique dance. Well. It's not tat i wan to jump straight into advance. But well. U noe. We need to always learn frm the start. -_- . and its hard.

I went to rent the HERO'S DVD today, and some random cantonese drama called "THE LEGEND OF THE DEMIGOD". X). I was bored. I pestered my mum to bring me down to tiong bahru to rent the disc. As usual, she nags at me for being lazy to take a few stops down tiong. Then, as for me, i would slam the door hard and she would jus folo me. Lols. YES! U can say i'm being pampered too much dat i'm spoilt alright.. =X

Tml's going to be a beta day. I found my tix for wall E. NEC has given us the free tix. i got 3 pairs as one is frm my sis the other is frm weide(he couldn't catch the show so he gave me the tix). THANKS BRO~! lols. I'm werking tml. ANYONE CATCH ME FOR A HUGE BALL OF ICE CREAM IF U'RE FREE FROM 11AM-4.30PM. CYA!!

STAYING @ HOME

2008-08-21T06:20:00.000-07:00

I saved a sum of money for my driving license. The money dat i've saved is jus nice for the fees. Not goin to spend tat. =/. I did not go for SI HUI'S BDAE PARTY. GAWN~! Hmmm. my piano tcher came to hab a lesson wit me. I don wan2 miss it. X). Sry to say. Stayed at home nothing to do. I'm broke so i only can go for window shopping.

Ash being the retarded always ask me not to ACAF(act cute act funny). Wtf~ lols. I HOPE U CAN SEE THIS CLEARLY~! lols. X). Gotta get some rest soon.

GOIN OUT WITH YVONNE AND LITING

2008-08-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

IT WAS THE LAST DAY OF EXAM ~! WOW~! The paper was a flop. Haahaa. I din study alot compared to the rest whom tried to squeeze eth into their brain. Gah~ It was easy if i had study eth the question was all straight 4ward. Jus hope i can get a pass. ^^ . hee. I don reli lyk my PAS tcher for psychology and it's OBVIOUS dat she is jus reading out frm the slides. I couldn't understand ath. I admit i study hard but not smart. No choice~ I've written out all the notes but i can't understand wad i'm writing. -_- . Tats retarded. Nth gets into my brain. I studied for the other modules it was pretty much easier. Hee. X)

I was toking to prisca at the 1st level of blk 56. She has the sense of humor which makes everyone INCLUDING ME lyks her. X) . Haa. 15 mins was so long while waiting for YVONNE AND LITING. WE ARE GOING SHOPPING~! Haahaa.

Gosh~! LIKE FINALLY~! They finished the paper. We headed down to orchard to meet LITING'S AUNT. OH GOD~! Her aunt was super generous. -_- . She brought us to takashimaya to eat crystal jade. Lols. YVONNE and I were lyk WHOA~! lols. Soon after the lunch, LITING left wit her aunt to go back and study for her CMBIO. GAWN~! lols. YVONNE teased her and said that she would msg her a good luck msg to encourage her when she is having fun outside. Lyk ROFL. Den i added in and LITING as usual wit her "full of hope expression" tat i'll say sth nice. I ended up saying... I'll send you a good luck msg when i'm doing shopping. Her expression was lyk "WHAT THE HELL". =/. Lols.

Ash as usual came to fetch me to eat. He bought 6 donuts for me. After eating 1 donut, i felt guilty tat i din buy for my siblings & i'm peniless. So to show his kindness, (LOLS). He purchased the donut for me. BEING CHOOOSY IS BAD YO.X)

Tomorrow's outing is cancelled. Yawn.

SUNDAY MORNING AS USUAL...

2008-08-17T04:54:00.000-07:00

i kept sleeping for the pass few days. i din reli study for my ns3. the paper was a flop. X). haha.

wow... yawn.. anyway i'm wrong.. i'm so wrong... X).. i sat my frns bike 2days ago.. it was fun yo. so fun. X)

i had misunderstand wit ting.. but we sorted it out somehow. i love her yo. annabelle is loved too. i pierced my ear today. the rook yo.. hee... shall post the picture up one day. =X. the pain is unbearable as usual. i cant bare the pain yo. i noe tats bad for me.

i love my frns and family. greatest love. hee. i ate 3 red bean ice kachang today while waiting for my mum to come back frm changi(for some stupid talk).. it was 6 by den.. goin to eat now. shall update more.

My dad is drunk again. feel lyk goin out. more piercings yo. X)

i'm wordless at times. duno wad to write. feel so blank in the head.
but i'll nvr miss his bdae.
ANNABELLE LOOK YOUR NAME IS HERE!!! HAHAHA~!

wee~!

2008-08-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

Someone's attitude is jus the same.. FARKING CAN'T CHANGE!!! lols... anyway i'm too tired to be bothered about that.. SOME PEOPLE JUS WANT TO SHOW OFF THEIR STUPID BIKE. IT'S NOT AS IF IT'S R6 or wadeva... EWWW~!

Ate an oreo cheesecake frm gloria jeans... so sinful... den went to watch "money not enuff" wit JP and BELLE and the gang.. lols.. the scene is lyk so saddening.. belle tot i slept but i was weeping yo.. anyway ui can speak my typing jus sucks.. sentence jus doesn't make sense at times, my apology.. X)

It was lyk 4 am in the morning.. blablabla.. slept at ash hse den wake up at 8am to school for the BCLS retest. IT WAS LIKE A TEST!!! LOLS. ans there, i was checking ans wit belle. haha... we both got 28/30. jus nice i gotta peep on it. lols. yawn. slept at 5pm-8pm. X).. had my piano lesson... TCHER NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME LUFF.. ^^.. wahaha..

Something.....

2008-07-31T08:02:00.000-07:00

luckily i went for my class today for the PAS presentation. Jason's grp gotta present sth bout abortion.. and he showed us this video called "99 balloons". This video tells us bout a baby who has Trisomy 18 (occurs when a baby has three chromosomes in the eighteenth position instead of the normal two) known as the Edward's syndrome. Despite the mother knowing the baby is goin to live not more than 2 mths, she gave birth to lil' eliot who has dis syndrome.

You can find the video in youtube...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th6Njr-qkq0
[pls copy paste to watch cos i dunno hw to link]

i keep asking ash a.k.a ashtray to cum and fetch me here and there. i'm so tired for the whole wk, and was werking hell outta myself. =X. yawn~ the weather's getting hot and stuffie.. i'm always perspiring int he midst of somewhre. SINGAPORE'S HOT!!!

went for NSL today... i was told tat i'm nearly in the debarrment list. hahaha. phew. close shave. i nearly got some retarded counseling frm my tcher..

Petrina was good even though we din do beta that Jason's grp.. but she gif it her best shot!! lols. she did all the presentation by herself cos our grp has jus got sth a lil bit messed up... thnks to pet the rescuer!!! lols...

Ting got a bit crazie today.. keep saying that she love me. anyway. buddies foreva aite??

Watched the vcd step up 2 last week.. was uber niceee. X)

i'm done... HAPPY EMOING.. >.<

boohoo~!

2008-07-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

was rather emo-ing again... lols.. work-eat-dance-piano-sleep.. dis is rather my routine... x)... i miss winson and the bunch.. -_-... feeling depressed at times.. lols... i am too tired to switch on the comp... i nid to ask my maid to turn on... ah... so sick... my chest is so itchy after applying some anti-stress mark cream... fark the itch driving me nuts...!!

i keep skipping lessons... lazy lazy lazy... X)... i failed my ns4 test... duno ns3 or 4... wadeva.. OUCH!! ferst failure... i'm so not gonna fail again.. dam it... i'm going to stop work next wk... Ash fell down in BUGIS toilet... and got and injured toe and sprained his ankle... came to fetch me wit his bike... always act cute.. -_-...actually he is reli cute... haahaa... always act innocent..

Si took a shot of her dumb-look and posted in all our fones.. lols.. class was always fun wit si, yvonne, jp, belle and of cos liting!! wit her sexy lips... lols.. nothing could be more fun witout them... -_-... haahaa...

lols.. saw the pimp ytd... O.o... wahahaha... so cute...

The Hottie And The Nottie

2008-07-17T20:53:00.000-07:00

Watched the rened vcd... The Hottie And The Nottie..funny show aite?? by the bimbotic gal called paris hilton.. lols... anyway... long tym no blog!!! lols.. internet broke down... argh~!...

lazy lazy lazy..

YESTERDAY IS A HISTORY
TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY
TODAY IS A GIFT
THATS WHY IT'S CALLED PRESENT

was msging francis... and went to rent vcd wit ash ytd... and ALSO to do a following check-up in the hospital... waited for like 1.5hrs b4 its my turn... slow slow slow... lol...

past few days was rather sad for me... my presentation was a wreck.. -_-.... tchr deducted our 20% cos we din emphasise on our conclusion... sheet her... anyways.. it was reli fun in sch thou... si told me tat ah meng ask her "B"(her bf; ah boon).. tat if u do sex... u lyk the sound piak piak piak or pok pok pok... ah boon was ans was piak piak piak... lols guess wad ah meng say??? piak piak piak = skinny gurls whre got nice... pok pok pok = abit fat ghurls cos more shiok ma... preety lame rite???... ah meng is with full of his stupid nonsense.. X) haahaa

i got a pair of haivanas slippers wit my dad and my mum and my 2 other sistaas in orchard... was so fun... wahahaha... i love my dad when his not drunk... heee..

anyway... i skipped sch today... lazy to go for jus 1 stupid lecture so asked ting or belle to sign for me... werking at mamaison later... hee... take it slow yo... X)

so excited for my dance class. engteck came back already.. i hope i'm up to the standard to join the competition.. getting my latin shoes this weekend.. MUAHAHAHA!!

Reli bad day... my eyes~

2008-07-12T09:43:00.001-07:00

MY eyes keep twitching not tat i'm superstitious.. i feel so unlucky today.. -_-.. duh~!.. i went to check out my visa card... FARK... screw the salesperson... i argued wit the poor auntie in the bank.. My card was all along activated is jus tat the salesperson has mistaken it as nets... i did a few transactions to try out my card but it was useless tats y i went to check whether if there's prob wit my card.. Am so embarrassed... eventually i did apologised.. hee... i was lyk 15 mins for my werk.. STUPID RULES!!! ARGH~! $1/min... wad am i werking for man~~!

anyway, the pic tat i'm showing you rite now is one of the member from super junior.. so cute~! look at his hair... i tink it reli suites u... =X... jus a suggestion... X).. if u wan to noe how cute are those 13 members frm super junior u can chaeck dis out.."http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvwbPj3OowU" and so randomly i caught dem trying act in a show called the coffee prince.. its super dumv but tis super funny.. hahahaha... check dis out too "http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Q_ToDakWlw"

Dinner with sean..

2008-07-11T08:30:00.000-07:00

lols... dis is so cool.. look at tat pic its pretty lame but true.. got frm one of my frn's blog... jiayu's frn brigitte. =X.. lols..

anyway jus got hm today.. super uber tiring.. i got to do my stuff in the afternoon... meet my frn and den went to werk.. knock off at 10pm.. meet my god-bro;sean at the very last min at 10pm.. lols.. ma maison's last order was lyk 9.50pm... as usual order a ink speg and a doteni hamburger.. YUMMY~! i got hold of free clam chowder, coke float, and a brownie wit ice cream.. lalalalala~~ 20% for staff discount... weee~!i'm fat again.. ARGH~! temptation is driving nuts..

well... jus when i was toking abt aloysius this afternoon, he msged during my werking tym.. lols... chatting on the sms quite long.. haven seen ea other for wks due to my busy schedule and his busy schedule.. -_-... lols... i fell asleep when i asked him bt scifen thing.. oops~! =X.. sry

Anyway, i got to do some toilet business.. and my ~~SSHIT~~ was roughly 6 inch long.. lols... light brown color.. HALO!! i'm not tryin to show tell you how long is my ~~SSHIT~~... -_-.. u'll hab to hab some knowlegde alrite... if ur stool is black and come along with a super uber foul smell means u have internal bleedin in ur large intestine... -_-.. or maybe ~~CANCER~~!!! black stools = MELINAN STOOLS!! and actually ~~SSHIT~~ which is equals to stool should come out in a nice long form roughly 5-6inch and when u see it, it looks soft... not tat i'm tryin to say u hab to scrutinise it.. jus rather have a glance at it, jus to make sure alrite...i'm not jokin but its truth..

NO ONE~ NO ONE... Infatuation to the particular person?

i'm goin to werk later.. -_- .. yawn... wad am i living for.. -_-

Day started out as usual......

2008-07-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

I was late cos i overslept.. =X.. i did my micro-teaching presentation halfway... do till 3 am in the morning.. of cos i'll b tired... den i finish up the rest early in the morning... not reli early ard 10 am..

i'm so not gonna gib up..!!! i'm not!!.. i'll pull thru dis wit u...
Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
You're always special 2 me
i'm so gonna miss you
I'm so lost without you
In you i found my comfort zone

Liting is so crazy over me... and of cos i'm lyk so crazy over her... we r both crazies... lols... Today, Sihui din come to sch again... T.T... hope everything's gonna be alrite for her. X)... Gossip abt Justine again with Justine no. 2 PeiXia... lols... so lame... NSL was fun, i did BRA presentation. the different types of bra tat ppl r using for diff occasions... so diao... everyone sae i slim down so much.. lols.. boobs so big...!!! -_-... ah~! there's so many pervies including liting... lols.. she was toking lyk toking to me on the fone now.. saying tat my boobs are huge.. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha~! insane~!

Let it live...

2008-07-09T09:15:00.000-07:00

X) X) X) X) X) X) X) X)

when there is light, i see darkness.
when i see u, i'll see light in the darkness.
Thanks for bringing the "one day" joy in my life.
Smile always.

LA LA LA LA~ waited for the hrs to past, i waited for liting outside her class.. X) i'm so delighted upon hearing tat she passed her cmbio.. lols.. we went shopping around bugis street. bought the same shirts together. "I LOVE SHOPPING" on the tee.. OF COS.. ~~WE LOVE SHOPPING!!~~.. lols.. den we went on to buy 2 double scoop ice cream in 2 cones. Liting chosen the tiramisu and rum & raisin. i chose the tartufo and macademia nut.. X).. YUM!! ITS HUGE~! we had so much fun!!

Today is GARY'a Bdae!! so me and liting shared a cake for gary... cos the rest had bought him a red crumpler bag.. X) lols.. Anyway, after the cake thing.. winson and i took a walk around the building.. Slow exercise for beta digestion. X).. well.. winson tried his very best to salvage it. Let it live... let it live.. He shared his tots to me and i consoled him. Lets move on...

Saw Xiang Yun on the bus.. lols.. was taking 63... den i left the rest to go hm.. X).. i took a long walk to take bus 147... quite dumb when i chase the bus and it drove off.. i'm so big-sized and the driver's too blind to see.. lols.. Sitting alone at the bus stop emo-ing...

You are all special to me.. X).. Thank GOD tat u r all part of life.. X) LOVE YOU GUYS

I'll always respect your decision. In life, choices are hard to make. Future is though at stake but we can do wad we can to hold it on and control it.

IT'S A BEAUTIFULLLL DAY!!!

2008-07-08T09:18:00.000-07:00

u'll be able to c how gay i am in a nursing uniform.. lols.. fag.. -_-.. lols... some random shot in my house early in the morning.. X)...

anyways, today started out perfectly but... when i tok to liting it jus doesn't seems rite.. both of us r jus startling with wad we are toking abt... there jus seems to be an awkwardness in the two of us... X)... conversations finally turn out smoothly when we started to chat bt ourselves during the attachment... hahaha.. we went dancesport together... today was jus the starting of rumba... wO,Ot.. it was fun.. i hope my partner eng teck will jus come back asap la huh... lols... still love liting... lols.. she seems to b the onli person who can understand my tot... she may be a bit ~~psychotic~~.. heh heh... I HOPE SHE READ DIS.. lols.. she got her new hairstyle... which reli suits her well.. beautifully done.. X).. wahahaha... when i was jus bt to go, i saw dis guy which is frm Oschool... duno the who... lucy's hip hop frn who werked in the IT fair too... lols... i forgot his name but still can recognise his face.. X)... lols.. PS... lols... actually when i say ey~~~ means i forgot the name if i din call out the name... real sorry.. lols. he's np yr 1and is currently studying Electronic Engineering.. he seems stunned to c me in sch... lol... X) his stunned face is so cute.. lols

ash came to fetch me along wit belle and edwin... lols.. we went to her aunt's funeral which reminded me of my grandma... T.T... emo-ed again... i reli miss her... someday i'll join her soon.. X).. lols.. anyway ash pronounced the pierre cardin as "pure" cardin... den he anyhow bombed saying tat he bought the fake one for his mama.. lols.. stupid excuse... lols.. he bought to bugis mac and had my fries plus a choco cream chip ice blend frm starbucks.. yummy!!! den he gib me a ride hm again... heehee...

Jus wan2 tell u... u'll miss me when i'm gone... you're jus a pretender..

First day of school...

2008-07-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

Turns out most of the people din come to sch.. i went to sch @ 9am... den left @ 2pm ~~EXCITEDLY~~ for my evaluation test.. fark~!.. i failed the test despite multiple practices... ARGH~! i emo-ed and wanted to cry again... keep complainin to ash.. lols.. pity him tat he had to hear my complains over and over again.. JUS 2 MARKS i will get 63/70...!!!!!!! AHHH~!! A PASS!! -_-..

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO~ KID... T.T...

I came wee bit earlier today wanted to meet someone for lunch but everyone has sth on... >.< ... nvm.. at least i saved a penny today.. lols.. i ate half a portion of a porridge... so full... feel lyk puking... but its so delicious.. X).. i'll nvr gib it a miss... its at SIM FOODCOURT... X)

came hm and cook maggie for myself... its "CHU QIAN YI TING"... its nice but i threw the half away due to dieting and vomit out the rest... -_-.. feel so sick in the stomach... i feel bulimic... lols... i reli did miss him.. he's special... avoid me somemore... i don even wan to tok to u anymore.. -_-... bleahs

WITH THE LIPS OF AN ANGEL~~~

PLS TAKE NOTE TAT THE TIMING IS DIFFERENT, PM = AM, AM = PM.. i wouldn't be so dumb to blog early in the morning...i cant even foresee the future.. so pls do understand... i tried to change but failed.. stupid system..

MUAHAHAHAHA~~!

2008-07-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

OMG~! i'm lyk so enthu in bikes now.. met up wit annabelle, ash and edwin 4 lunch... lols.. aft my lessons in bbdc, ash came to fetch me in his 400CC MOTORBIKE on the dot @ 2pm... lols.. my lessons ends 5 mins late so kinda feel sry to let him wait too.. X=.. he came all the way dwn frm hougang... and it was lyk raining in bt batok.. me and ash nearly got drenched in the rain but stopped by @ a petrol staion... den he lent me his raincoat to protect me frm the rain.. lols... so gentlemenly~ he was drenched under the rain.. i feel bad... :(.. i kinda force dem to eat LONG JOHN SILVER... =X.. i feel guilty to come out wit this stupid suggestion...

On tues, Ash and his clique r goin for roundings, so belle and ash invited me to join dem... ARGH~! if onli my parents allowed and understand.. hais.. i'm still tinkin of wad to do nxt?? should i go or i should NOT go?? lols.. i'm in a dilemma now... hahaha.. no worries... still got 1 more day to tink.. X).. don rush... X)

After meeting dem, i rushed dwn 2 tiong 2 meet my family.. they kinda pissed me off today... i was late for an hr cos i took a bus and rushed down... but the FUGGIN BUS WAS SOOOO DAM SLOW... >.< .. and den my mum and sis keep spam calling me... WTF?? i cant rush the bus wad~~ so i jus keep hangin off their phonecalls... cos its pissing me off.. worst still... they din buy my FAVOURITE RED BEAN ICE KACHANG despite my naggings!!! AHH~! FARK~! i nearly broke down into tears when comes into dis situation... tears keep rolling, mucus keep flowing lyk chakra overflow... lols... felt silly but i don lyk ~~quarrels~~... when i reached, i slammed the car door so hard tat its kinda lyk super loud~ lols.. den i jus piss my mum off by telling her tat i'm learning the ride a bike soon BY USING MY OWN HARD EARN MONEY~!! dis seriously shuts her mouth up... lols... den she say she disagree wit it but i said i told her already... den lols... i jus stuff the earpiece into my ears... LMAO... so her nagging was useless... can't hear ath.. :D

And OF COS, I went hm storming in fury.. so i went for a 3km jog ard my house estate... X).. i felt relaxed... and practice the piano for awhile.. hahahaha..
my younger sis called hm and i asked her to buy the RED BEAN ICE KACHANG for me... COOL~! i got wad i wan... X).. muahahaha... makes my day turn ard... my dad was lyk all red bean ice kachang are the same... BUT HELL NOOOOOO~!! TIONG BAHRU PLAZA'S KOPITIAM RED BEAN"S ICE KACHANG THE BEST!!!!! weee~!! XD

at ard 9pm, my dad brings the whole family to eat at some thai cuisine restaurant... i had a feast.. ordered too much food... makes me so bloated.. gah gah gah~!

SO U'RE AVOIDING ME NOW~ DISTANT WATCH~ :(

WEEEE~~~!!!

2008-07-05T11:36:00.000-07:00

AHHH~!! I LOVE BIKERS~!! Ytd I went to chill out wit a newly known frn... ASH... stupid man... lols.. but it was kinda embarassing i wore a denim skirt while sitting on a bike.. X).. i tot i would be exposed~ well.. i was rather much blocked by ASH'S ASS... lols... we met together for a midnite movie along wit annabelle and his bf.. it was so excitng.. i can feel the gravitational pull den i tot i was falling... to my surprise it was not tat scary at all.. it's the excitement tat makes the rider having the strong urge to ride faster to reach the max. intensity.. X).. lol.. as wad annabelle said my first virgin bike riding ws given to ASH.. tats nonsense eh.. i'm lyk still one...

anyway, fri was my last day of attachment.. it was a bit hard for me and my frns to bid gdbyes to the babies... T.T... heh... hope that they'll can grow up healthy.. X)

I was werking frm 11.30am-10pm.. saw yongkang and matt... they r lyk goin to the seoul garden to hab buffets~!! sheet them... anyway its their clss gathering.. so i wouldn't b so thick skinned to go... X)..cos i don reli noe the people..any YESH~! MATT promised me tat he'll gimme a ride on his bike...! wahahaha~!

My sis kinda pissed me off today... i'm jus lyk started playin dota... my sis face was total "black"... she was eager to catch the last bus.. and it was hard for a gathering to come by... my sis was lyk kip rushing me... lyk darn it~! and of cos... reluctantly, i went off wit her... w/o saying goodbye to some.. X).. anyway thx peeps for being understanding... at least i went... =X...

i jus want to c the backview of u will do.. lol

My hands r aching again...

2008-07-03T10:25:00.000-07:00

my tcher was picking on me ytd.. i got nth to say... -_-.. she refused to sign my logbook cos i din tie my hair.. den keep picking on me... i was late for 13 mins.. i need to werk today and leave earlier sharp @ 3pm, she was lyk no.... u stay for the 30 mins.. -_-... hais... den i walked back called my frn to checked whether she's gone or not.. or else i cant even sneak out...
my hands are "breaking"... lols.. my pair of working hands are getting rougher... my mum ask asked me not to werk but i insisted... well.. i'm glad tat i hab the mindset of my sis.. work+study hard... X)..
i feel so coped up inside.. i feel lyk crying... and i duno y... hais... so many things that had happened.. it's okay if u don reply.. i understand.. i remembered ah fat was tokin bt the stick dat is inserted thru his "ahem"... lols.. it was urinary catheter... lols.. i heard "OUCH~!" frm the rest(WINNIE,AH RAIN,AH FAT) lols... Underdogg was lyk how they insert in?? i was lyk stuff it in los... lols.. den ah fat was lyk... doing the stupid actions... lols... which i duno how to describe it..
Goin out wit winnie and the gang has brought much joy to me even though i'm so depressed... lols.. i duno y but dis few days my emotions r wee bit unstable...
toking to annabelle makes me feel comforted thou'... lols..

werking later at 1pm-9pm in kkh again.. X)

at hm rotting

2008-07-01T02:11:00.000-07:00

reached hm at 3 pm today.. boring trip hm... msg him din reply again.. -_-...

i came hm early to prepare to go and register for my dance lesson.. but ended up tat it was close... dam.. lols.. its closed on tuesday.. i over looked tat.. X).. lols.. anyway... i stay at home and rest and tml i'm werking again... i'm a wee bit tired but tat cant stop me frm earing money...

*i'm glad tat.. u've reli grown so much ever since dis incident... u reli hab to move on w/o him.. and w/o him u stil hab the rest of us.. frens 4eva.. =)... lols.. sounds gay when i say tat.. love u.. lols..

i'm emo-ing at hm again.. called ah fat to chit chat wit him... i was lyk i want to purchase a bike but he was lyk na ah ah ah~ for him.. lols... and he said his uncle was lyk hospitalised due to a accident happened recently.. he couldn't pass urine and was a bit crippled.. lols.. i was luffing.. fall off bike=cannot pass urine~!!
lols... anyway my mind is still set.. X)... hahahaha..

maybe i'm goin to winnie for dinner tonight.. >,<

hais...

2008-06-30T22:24:00.000-07:00

I gotta carry infants and bottle feed them.. educate patients which is mothers bout how to breast feed them... Mother of nature.. lols.. crap... when i held the small delicate infant in my arm.. its lyk i'm so delighted.. i feel tat i'm the mother this child... beautiful and mesmersizing... god has send them down to dis world... beautiful... most beautiful thing in the world.. X)... the youngest mother that i've seen would be 14... the baby jus came out today at 1812hrs.. lols... its lucky tat she din abort the lil thing.. so precious... X)

i tink i'm reli gonna emo again aft receiving some random msges.. -_-... hais... reli depressed to c my acc so pathetic in my driving bal. lols.. left lyk 40 bucks... lols.. -_-... hais... anyway.. was rather sad today.. i hope i can go out wit u some day.. i guess.. not anymore.. anyway.. i'm goin to register for hip hop class tml.. hope i can meet some new frns on fri.. X)... lols... haha... i tink i'm reli not fit to be in the clique.. haiz... i helped both side... but i don take sides... i hab to say this.. if trying to would make u two guys fall out.. i rather don say ath.. -_-.. i reli goin emo myself at hm.. T.T

Just to let u guys noe, for the theory test u mus be 18 yrs old and above to reg... even if ur yr is 1990, u hab to pass ur bdae in order to enrol into the driving system.. dis is by LAW... lols... no matter wad u jus hab to be 18 yrs old...

EmoEmoEmo...

ERR...

2008-06-29T13:23:00.000-07:00

(@ nite 10.30pm)
stupid blog thing, the timing is different frm us.. make me post till i'm wee bit messed up.. darn this thing.. ARGH~!

My mummy flew off to china to clinch a deal... X).. well.. busy woman lyk her now.. don hab tym for us anymore... hais.. every sunday we would drive ourselves down to NTUC to buy some groceries... now its jus obviously staying @ hm.. my dad din send my mummy to the airport cos he was drunk last nite and couldn't wake up.. there goes my dad.. keep complaining tat his life is so miserable.. dots... -_- lols... went down to bbdc for the evaluation thing..i hab to bring myself to go.. lols.. so far~~

Later on, my sis and I went to Queensway shopping centre to look for bags and shoes.. -_-.. cant reli c ath i lyk... after tat, went to tiong bahru to look for ipod touch cover case... cant c a nice one.. all lyk sheet... lols.. =X.. lols.. ate red bean ice kachang there.. 3 huge bowls wit my 2 sistas.. X)... yum yum.. so nice...

LOVE LOVE LOVE... I'm like listening to Chevelle: the Fad song over and over again... cos its so catchy... makes me wana go rock and roll..

i'm waiting for my pay to top up my balance for the driving thing.. hais.. broke totally broke.. i hab to borrow frm my sista to pay for my hip hop lesson which i'm goint o enrol next month.. -_-.. dam it... so PAISEH...

i'm goin 2 slp now... >.<.. yawn.. nid to wake up early to go for my basic theory lesson b4 i go to kkh for my duty.. my lesson will start at 8.50pm... T.T.. i wan pass fast so tat i can drive ard my frns to anywhere.. heehee.. 7 ppl could get to sit in my car.. lols.. X)... misses..

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Sunday morning...

2008-06-29T04:09:00.000-07:00

(morning @ 4am)
screw this thing..

As i said i went to werk early dis morn... lols.. i was told tat i finish at 10pm.. but ended up knocking off @ 11.30pm.. like always, we'll crap ard.. making tym pass faster.. my wrist was aching again.. still can bare wit it?? my mum forced me to bring a huge gigantic crab tat she bought frm china to my workplace to eat.. lols. quite retard but the crab was delicious.. X).. my colleague joked wit me and said i'm very high class.. people eat bread for brkfast i eat crabs for brkfast.. lols...

dam... i din went to meet up with the rest to watch the movie "wanted".. -_-... winnie was off early, leaving ah fat, tissue, snail, hornie and lucy ard.. hais.. sadzz.. went to chit chat in KFC for quite some tym... cos we got chased off by the security guard @ the 3rd lvl of cine outside the ipod shop.. lols.. den... like the old times when we used to joke ard.. T.T... lols.. SWEET~ X).. snail somehow quarrelled wit hornie.. and hornie walked off and went hm.. i tink he is pissed off..

scratching my elbows... >.<... ouch.. my frn got scabies... now is my turn.. lols.. maybe i'm jus tinkin too much... -_-.. went to find winnie @ tiong along wit ah fat... .. =).. AH FAT was telling winnie i got this thing called "happy infection" and its contagious.. so if anyone is wit me, he or she will luff lyk crazy... lols.. stupid joke huh...the way he sae things its lyk kinda sounds lyk a dork.. but its funny.. tat cheer winnie up a lil..anyway he at tyms when things r not supposed to b said he said it all... he tok too much la huh.. abit over.. -_-... not suppose to sae de he say.. -_-... GO DIE BA U.. lols.. anyway he nvr view my blog.. stupid moron... ROFL.. i curse him whenever i wan... say me stupid SUCKER...

anyway jus noe who u r mixing with.. =)...i don tink he's ur "best frn".. jus a gd frn to clique wit??? lols... a piece of advice..jus beware of the ppl ard u... leading u astray a gd or a bad thing.. -__-... too open?? i duno.. i would stil prefer not too open.. too carefree is bad.. always hab to tink abit b4 u do things... butnot too much to screw ur brains off..

MY MUM is flying back to china again.. dunno when den will return... my dad's drunk and ppl hab to carry him hm??? and out him downstair our shophouse..?? wad's goin on?? i duno.. my mum don reli wan to sae... she said she'll tell me when she comes back lyk DUNO WHEN?? Everything changin... and wad keane used to sang " everybody's changin".. lalalalala... 3hrs my mum's gonna fly...(NOT EXACTLY FLYING COS SHE DOESN'T HAVE WINGS.. -_-)

I MISS U... <3... crap.. lols... <3 long john silver & prawn noodle soup.. lols...

Saturday morning..

2008-06-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

Good morning everyone!!... lols.. i'm so early today.. gotta werk later don wana gibanyone bad impression bt me.. hehe... X).. if late i'll hab to b fine $1/min.. lols.. anyway... sry guys.. i'm sad nt bcos of him.. dat day i cried on the bus becos of someone again.. and definitely not becos of tissue.. lols.. some frns of mine na.. X).. jus some minor arguement.. X)... small problem.. small problem.. thnks winson for tokin to me... love ya babe...

today don hab attachment... -_-... so kinda miss tokin to belle alrdy.. =X.. is tat a bad thing or a gd thing.. i feel super comfy tokin to her.. AND LITING.. anyway... i'm super packed over the wks.. no tym to go out... werk(X3; lazy to type)... i duno wad i'm wrking for.. or why am i so hard on earning more money... which is reli burning me out.. not saying tat i don luv my job.. i love the job so much tat.. pay is a not a prob for me.. i dunoo wad i'm werkin for... i'm jus tired...

my results r out.. elaha i got a D+(crapped so much tat i don even noe wad i'm writing)... NSL i got C(i never improved on dis.. haiz always got a borderline pass.. Breast self examination, i din reli study on tat..i used 2 fingers palpation instead of 3.. lols)... ns3 which i got a B... hahaha... the rest still not yet updated... -_-...

welll... i'm goin to bath now and get ready my self.. =) heh heh.... ICE CREAM HERE I COME!!

5th Day Of My Attachment...

2008-06-27T09:15:00.000-07:00

hahahaha...!!! i'm so in love wit belle... she's lyk so caring.. i slept quite long den she also accompany me.. Love her lyk siao le..anwyay.. i oso miss liting ah.. =)... don sae i don miss her oh~ lols... i went attachment, i was reli slacking.. got to do dressing and observing off catheter which i done it be4... muahahah~! lols.. annabelle was lyk so dam cute la... SHE AND HER "FUTURE-TO-BE-BF" is so dam swit... He always come and fetch her... i also wan.. T.T.. lols... anyway i'm starting to learn my drving already so don hab to worry... Belle and I were lyk toking non-stop abt our lives.. Belle showed me edwin's blog and it was so dam SWEET~, he was I LOVE ALYT.. lols which stands for Annabelle Lum Yan Ting... AHHH~! A bit mushy when i read tat.. lols.. i'm so disappointed in myself for not cooking the speghetti for belle... duh~... anyway its also my fault for not buying the ingredients earlier... hais... ask my maid to cook she refused to cook for me... say she tired.. i goin to buy all the ingredients on sun to make the speghetti for her.. i make sure she will eat till she's bloated... lols...

Everythings back to normal... as usual my mum spam called me... hahaha... x).. i
still lyk dis feeling.. my mum still loves me.. muahahahaha~!

I'm finally werking tml.. So HAPPY~! Love ICE CREAMS... <3 <3 <3... hahahahah... lalalalala... now is already 12.33am... i need to finish my case study ferst b4 i sleep... T.T... abt MTPT:Mid-Trimester Pregnancy Abortion... lols... Yawn~! CATHERINE JIA YOU~!

Thinking abt wad's going to happen tml....

2008-06-26T08:21:00.000-07:00

i tot i'm meeting u tml.. which is fri.. for jus a hang out or even a simple dinner.. -_-''.. u din seems to rmb... since u had forgetten bt it, i shall not ask u again.. i'll jus hab to watch u frm a distant... =))... i'll jus keep mum to myself... <3 winson and gang... My mum flight will onli reach singapore @ 1am.. FARK!! changing frm 5pm to 7pm den to 9pm... -_-...

4th day of my attachment..

2008-06-26T03:26:00.000-07:00

lols... it was so fun having attached to the same ward as annabelle.. lols.. she's so "LIKE ME".. both of us hab the same interest~ is to learn bike.. muahahaha~!.. X).. so after my car driving license, i'll straight away go for bike license.. anyway i discuss wit my dad... he said dis "EASY RIDE, EASY DIE" followed by "U protect the bike" but "car protects U".. LAME... i was lyk wadeva~ Y UR FRNS R STILL ALIVE... lols.. as long as i tell u tats it.. whether ur gonna accept the fact or not.. IT'S MY DECISION... =X... so he din seems to bother abt wad i sae.. but i'm still goin ahead wit my decision and get a bike wit annabelle.. so my plan is dis... get the license for the bike den purchase a HONDA SP-1 or SP-2 @ abt S$3K... lols... so i'm so gonna stop eating out lesser shopping or even SIGN ONE YR BOND... hahaha... every month got at least $1k... so would b 3 rest day in 2 wks... nt bad afterall... =)... annabelle is also goin to get the bike license ferst then break the news to her mum.. lols.. so i'm goin to take the license with her!! =)
anyway.. we r so bored in the hospital tat we even send comments thru our pdas.. even though we r jus "5-cm" away frm ea other.. lols... its super funny... spamming stupid comments thru'out the day... we find ourselves too free and release ourselves 10 mins earlier... lols... later on, went to c belle's "future-to-be" bf's bike... dam... super nice.. i was tinkin of buying a small scooter or kawasaki.. when i saw it.. it changed my mind... HOLY SHEET~! its so dam nice... :D
without any hesitation, i went down to bt batok accompanied by prisca(she lives round that area)... she dropped off earlier den me... so changed a bus aft 3 stops where she stops.. i registered today and wanting to overtake my elder sis... she is taking her pract now... so i mus study double the times to finish the same tym as her.. lols... X)..
my mum's coming hm tonight.. =).. den i'm goin for a slow run now... lols.. DIET+EXERCISE=SLIM DOWN!!

During the attachment....

2008-06-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

I read a long essay compliment in one of the board in ward 44.. to praise all the nurses tat had help dis lady in ur critical situation. she was married and had once gave birth to 3 babies... it was reli devastating... all 3 children were prematured, 2 were stillborn and 1 came out alive at the age of 24wks. but~ shortly after a day she was dead due to the severe hemorrhage in her brain... well.. if you have the tym you could probli visit her blog and leave her some of ur comments... ... www.ashleyisourangel.blogspot.com. i teared when i read her story... it was a tragic...

SOCIAL REASONS???!!! fark!!!
I do not understand y people wans to go for abortions when some people out there could not even hab kids... DARN THOSE PEOPLE!!

I'm so glad tat my mum had given birth to me as a healthy living gurl.. X)... the pain and the torturing days tat ALL THE MUMMYS HAVE GONE THRU' R INDESCRIBABLE.. always treasure ur mamas than ur papas... cos at tyms GUYS ARE JUS "XXXXXX"(to some) ... the threshold of pain is so great tat no man even noes how a woman has to undergo... lols... I LOVE MY MUMMY!!! X) SHE COMING BACK TML.. =))

fun wit annabelle..

2008-06-24T07:31:00.000-07:00

lols... i'm so happy dat i'm posted to kkh.. feel lyk signing their bond.. all the nurses there are super hyper and frnly.. simply STRESS-FREE~!!... X).. well... Annabelle and I were bitching abt a gurl same as our CA frm NYP... lols.. she was lyk.. ARGH~! acted as if she's lyk the STAFF NURSE... commanding us to do dis and tat.. lols.. anyway, she's jus fake... she's looks cute but... err... nvr judge the bk by its cover.. lols.. u may nvr noe... =X

My mummy's coming back hm already... =).. lols 2 more days to go... <3... my maids back hm now... lols i'm free again~!!! i don hab to wash all the things anymore.. lols!!

I'm practicing my piano again.. =) lols... one step towards my major examination. =)

Throwing all my stuffs away

2008-06-22T00:36:00.000-07:00

hais.. all the old textbooks r flooding all my cupboards.. gotta throw most of dem away... -____-... dam... my 2 sisters and my youngest bro helped out together.. lols..
jus came back frm eating dinner.. lols... ate giant patties, pastas and steaks... CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP... the stall was open by PHILIP(used to werk in MA MAISON)... GRE8 CHEF!!! Mus try!! @ Jln Membina onli!! >.<
Got a wee bit of pms.. den called up Ah Fat to chit chat.. i jus hab to say I RELI HATE EU!!! GET THE HELL OUTTA MY SIGHT!!! ARGH!! THE SIGHT OF EU IRKS ME!! SO FARK OFF!!! I still lurve my clique... T.T.. Attachments starting.. gah gah gah.. i want to hang out wit u guys more... T.T
FARK... i reli miss my mummy.. T.T.. 4 days countdown... tml's goin to be a busy day.. 7am-3pm will be my attachment... and 4pm-11.30pm will be @ Venezia... hope i'll be wide awake for work...
Our clique has gone down to apparently 6... Ah Fat was lyk.. RECRUIT NEW PPL!!... wad a STUPID IDEA... i miss dota-ing wit all the 9 peeps... zj,sam,ahfat,snail,underdogg,birdie,lucy,leonutt,winnie,hornie(weizhong)... did i miss out anyone??? man.. things r always changing... dramatic changes... everyone say live a happy life... But wad is it called happy life when there is dis FARKIN THING called STRESS?? Screw tat word...

jus let me be

2008-06-21T09:39:00.000-07:00

well i'm sick and tired of ppl jus tellin me bt forgetting the whole situation.. FARK~!.. lols... well... might as well jus SHUT THE FARK UP... lols.. It will jus probli piss me off even more.. i love to be jus alone at tyms.. =X.. i'm so sick and tired of myself and everything in this world.. i'm revolving in my own world now.. no one can fix the pieces inside me ever again.. i'm jus too.... tired~ went werking today... got abit no mood... keep letting my imagination run wild... i always stun a lil when i did sth... jus tinkin and always tinkin... could not reli focus on wad i'm doing... -_____-... my hands are aching cos i tried out a new method myself; of holding the spade in a beta way.. to scoop beta ice creams... dam.. last tym wad onli my wrist... now was my entire arm... lols... i jus feel lyk goin overseas and relax for awhile.. T.T.. i'm jus tired of life... i don even think i hab the rites to like anyone... i'm jus............. ARGH!!!

MISS MY MUMMY and my MAID!!! lols... =(

Hip Hip Hurray

2008-06-20T08:59:00.000-07:00

i'm kinda happy today.. lols.. became ah yao's hair model for haircut examination... =X.. lols... following her back to the saloon, i went to do rebonding.. she's so dam adorable... i can reli clique well wit her... haha... anyway the package was super uber ex... i spent a huge sum of money on tat.. T.T... pretty much broke now... i'm sure i'll get it back in a mth or 2.. =)...

It was fun goin out wit ah fat... he's lyk the drifter... he could go anywhre as long as i suggest 1.. lols.. =).. first meet him at his hse den to suntec, den to bugis to eat at my werking place(Venezia), and back to tiong again... -____-.. lols.. they went to watched the movie "get smart"... i din went off wit them due to the amt of money i spent today.. i am peniless. lols.. so i waited for my sis for an hr at the bus stop way before she knocks off... it was a long wait... T.T... my niece called me again to ask me to go over to hongkong wit her... lols... she may be coming to sg.. i'm so longing to c her.. our relationships r so close than anyone else.. =)... i reli pray that she won't tell me tat she's not coming at the very last min.. PRAY HARD...

I msged him the other tym... and ask him to hang out wit me or sth... lols.. it was awkward to tell him tat i'll meet him out nxt fri... but he din reply.. i was wee bit devastated... CRAP!!... -___-... but i brought up my courage to msg him again.. TO MY SURPRISE... AND YES!!! TO MY SURPRISED!! >.< . he replied... lols.. i actually wanted to ask him to drop the topic... but he rmbed!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~! POWER TO THE PEOPLE... lols... I missed him badly... but i don wanna mention ath to freak him out lyk the other gurls do... he's too busy wit other gurls than me... well.. he's jus too good-looking... no choice.. guess i'm always last in the list... lols...

2 of the famous quotes..
"THE GEM CANNOT BE POLISHED WITHOUT FRICTION, NOR MAN PREFECTED WITHOUT TRIALS."
"THE GREATEST RISK IN LIFE IS TO RISK NOTHING... THE PERSON WHO RISKs NOTHING, DOES NOTHING, IS NOTHING, AND BECOMES NOTHING..." =)

I miss my MUMMY.. <3... She's finally comin home next thurs.. T,T..

Tml is goin to be another day..i'm werking again!!! gonna be stress out as the boss would come over anytime.. >.<.. hope he won't sack me for scooping the ice cream slowly... the ice is lyk super hard okay?! lols... anyway.. i hope i can c eu tml... =) cheese...

so dam tiring..

2008-06-18T22:20:00.000-07:00

i woke up @ 11 am, nearly towards afternoon... as usual my sis wasn't at hm, out early in the morn.. my bro went to sch for dunno wad... and my lil bro went to help out my dad.. and I HAD TO DO ALL ALL THE HOUSE CHORES.. >.< .. i hate dis.. lols.. woke up and make all the beds... den clear out txtbks in the cupboard.. turn on the loud music in my living rm and get done with all my werk.. the bucket is not filled up yet.. so guess... i'll probli hab ta wash all the clothes tonight.. T.T ... listening to lil wayne's music.. lollipop... i tink its so dam cool.. =) lols.. and i do tink he's reli good lookin.. haahaa..

Cuttin the chickens into pieces and chopping the onions.. it was pretty easy.. my dad suggested us to have our meals out.. i jus wanted to save money for my family.. so i volunteered myself to cook.. hahaha...now i'm lyk partially cookin the japanese curry and partially blogging dis.. lols.. my curry nvr gets burnt.. =).. the curry's boiling.. lol.. it was pretty easy... haahaa. my sis can't wait to eat cos i can reli cook well.. =)) lols

My piano tutor is going to come later.. dunno wad tym again... she's at tyms super early and AT TYMS SUPER LATE... but any way i still love her... hahaha... her lessons interests me and nvr gets boring... welll i did alot of practices dis few mths 3 hrs straight everyday for my piano practice.. =)... even if i came hm late i'll still do my practices as well.. cos i wan 2 be lyk Maksim.. He's so dam good.. =) muahahaha.... he's my motivation to becoming a piano tcher... haahaaa.. well... i reli gotta werk dam hard to get my cert. next yr... =)

Man.. i reli miss my maid as well... every things in my hand... -_-... i gotta do everything.. lols... I STILL MISS MY MUM"S NAGGING TOO... MUMMY I MISS YOU... T.T

FARK THAT SHEET

2008-06-18T10:54:00.000-07:00

lols... i went to werk jus now and it was... as usual... FUN!! LOLS.. anyway winnie, leo, underdog and matt came to find me... lols.. =)) i was so happy to see them.. they bought frm me 3 scoops of gelato plus a waffle wit 2 scoops of gelato.. whoa!! they can reli eat... lols.. it was so nice, that is why i highly recommend the ice cream tat i am selling now.. haahaa..
i got no rites to lyk anyone for now... it was my biggest mistake.. -____-.. anyways.. i did miss him not tat badly.. anyway guys reli sux at tyms... =S.. anyway he did changed... -_-
i miss my mummy too.. i got hm late and ended up sweeping the floor and washing all the clothes.. i had actually wanted to washed it tml.. but the bleach had already stink my whole house... dam it.. it was so tiring.. who ask my mum to gib birth to me as the 2nd eldest in the family... duh... lols... wadeva it is.. i still love my family... =)

kbox day...

2008-06-17T19:52:00.000-07:00

ytd i went out wit aloysius and alson and..... kinda not lyk usual tat i can crap ard wit... my throat still hurts... tat makes me don feel lyk tokin so much... hais.. and it reli sucks.. saw some frighin cheena who got the same nike bag as me.. Darn it... i tink i'm gonna get another bag real soon..
after tat, i went to meet winnie, snail, underdog, ah fat and my sis to SING K. it was fun and we are all hyper up.. Gary wore a shirt that makes him look lyk a twit... haahahaa.. somehow winnie associate him wit the white tiger strip teddy bear ...singin all the songs and oldies.. we reli did sing our harts out... lols.. we sang the britney spears "gimme more"... LMAO.. winnie sang the part "gimme" and i sang the stupid word "more"... together the word sounds lyk tat... gimme gimme more, gimme gimme gimme more. ROFL.. it was hilarious... hahahahaa.... we sung frm 10pm to 2 am. It was double the fun.. maybe we should reli go there often.. lols.. Ah fat sounded so out-of-tune when he sang on his own real voice.. lols.. i was super uber funny... u can reli luff.. haahaa...
tried to msg "him" but it feels weird.. lols... wad a strange feeling.. -___-.. ending up conversations shortly cos he nid to do "sth".. -___-... bla bla bla... guys r all lyk dat... excuses over excuses... =X...
i did poo dis morning and its so relieving.. haahaa.. i so love it.. it makes me so normal... hab been dieting dis few wks, its been 1 and a half day ever since i pass out a single shit.. lols..
I am soOoo anticipating for the tym to pass.. lols.. i'm goin to scoop ice cream again.. =).. i love my colleagues they r all fun-loving bunch of peeps.. =) hee.. Scooping ice cream is wad i love and i am seriously tinkin of openin an ice cream stall for my frns to chill out in.. hee.. wad a gre8 idea..
anyway, my mum went china dis morning, so sad tat i cant send her off.. i miss her badly.. T.T.. i reli do... hais.. i was so tired after the k tat i din send her off... i miss her even i don c her for a sec... MUM I MISS EU!! =(

IT FAIR

2008-06-16T10:42:00.000-07:00

The IT fair was tough though... not alot ppl wans to buy our laptops... my sis managed to sell more den me... hee... i was reli happy for her..anyway... i gotta be kenjo's hair model for hairwash and blow... i had a good hairday today... =))... followed by tat, i hab to werk in the evening which i look forward to scooping big huge balls... lols..

Anyway... our clique somhow splitted reli bad... hais... everyone's reli goin their own way.. leaving me dangling in no whre... hais..frnsships r difficult to last..

Thru dis days and nites...i had reli been tinkin... is it wrong to lyk someone?? TAT I AM SO NOT SUPPOSE TO??!! haiz... eth's giving me a real headache... I am so in misery now... its onli an admiration.... den towards somehow... wad i called "liking"... dam... no wonder i felt wee bit jealousy over gurls pouring at him... -__-... i jus hope tat u'll smile lyk wad hab now... i'm lyk a ugly duckling peeping by the side at the beautiful swan... lols... anyways.... sounds gay..

my throat hurts...

Yay yay yay!!

2008-06-10T19:14:00.000-07:00

i'm back to blog again!!its gonna b short short holiday.. 2 wks.. jus 2 wks.. T.T... cant werk long... i'm finallly werkin in venezia ice cream stall... i look lyk a klutz when comes to scoopin ice cream.. it was tough but it was FUN!! lols.. well well... justine came into our grp.. she's preety and hilarious.. haahaa.. small lil clique became 7 ppl...

Went to fetch my dad back frm taiwan @ the airport. was an 1/2 an hour late.. hee.. i was shocked tat he wasn't pissed off at all... most of the tym he would jus call and screw me up.. but he waited there lyk a silly old man.. lols...

hope to get a fone changed by dis wk... argh.. my W960i... gosh... i've been waiting for so dam frigghin long... lols.. i hope my dad would buy me tat.. =))... anyways... goin to meet ting later to school to configure our stupid PDA.. and get my password... duh... its raining lyk cats and dogs now.. wad a good weather to sleep..

i wan to check out some bag later and get a hoodie frm topshop... lols.. i miss my old clique with winnie and the rest.. its reli hard to maintain the frnship... most of us r separated due to the time restrain, we can't reli meet out much.. T.T.. i missed you guys...

Exams finally over!!

2008-06-05T17:21:00.000-07:00

jus finished my exams... all last min revisions... dunno how well i will pass.. lols... hope i don fail... =) heee.. today is friday... going out wit von liting later... having sore throat again... My life is so miserable wit dis sore throat thing... lols... anyway went for the job interview ytd... hope i can get the job.... sweety todd half way last nite and slept... boring show.. msging ppl lame msg crap msges.. lols... nothing to do...Anyway i hope i could werk in venezia ice outlet... i bet i'll eat a whole tub of ice cream over there.. -___-'' jobs not paid well i gotta reconsider it.. lols

I miss you... ...

2008-05-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

i'm kinda missing my niece and nephew in china... thinking of visiting them dis yr... but dis yr's plane tix gonna b super ex due to the OLYMPICS.... darn it... wadeva.. i can visit them next yr den... i jus uploaded my pics.. gotta celeb my bdae on the actual day itself, 23 may 2008.. WEEE! Adeline got me a surprised cake wit the rest of my class.. i tot it was a blackout during NSL... eventually they brought the yummy cake in... lols... =)... later on in the afternoon... my small clique(Von, Si, JP, Belle & Ting) kinda brought me a small cute lil' cake... it was so cute... =))... haahaa.. today they got me a present.. a PINK MAGENTA PIERRE CARDIN WALLET... i knew it was LITING'S grand idea... i love her so much... haahaahaa.... my life is so pinky... =)) went to ma maison and chill out... eat cuttlefish ink speghetti... JP's fav...Napolitean speghetti... LITING'S fav... lols... got both extra large portion... it was an amazing day for me.. got 10 days MCs... screwed up today's BSE pract test.. FARK THAT... borderline pass wasn't wad i expect... -____-... anyway.... i got a new wallet to use it rite away... =)) be happy...

hais...

2008-05-17T19:15:00.000-07:00

it's been a long tym since i've blogged... love to in be the presence on earth... wad has jus happen seems so fast... when something goes wrong, it might jus pull one whole's strength... or it may jus falter... my family bond seems to be even more closer together den b4... wad a long and yet a very short journey i had been thru... torturing and tiring...

It's been a very long day in the hospital... super duber tired... i begged the doctor for early discharge... i suceeded... went down to the chalet tat my very gd frn organised for me... i hab to called everyone down at the very last min to come for my bbq.. =))... some turn up but some din.. anyway THANKS FOR EVERYTHING... I LOVE YOU GUYS... MUACKS~!!!.... i am so happy... i got a PINK IPOD NANO... frm my dearest frns... ... WINNIE always had sth creative in his mind... =))... lols... he edited that card and scribble his SUPER NEAT HANDWRITING*(i'm not exaggerating... its the best i ever seen frm a guy so far...)...i kinda disappoint dem cos i din stay for the chalet... i'm reli sry... i was jus too sick to be... ... eth is jus an experience... a wind that blows by... ... time that has gone by... i do want to cherish more my tym... i got the "suay-est" 18th bdae that i'll nvr 4get... i can't wait to see wad's there going to be in my life... ... jus too experiencing... ...

smiles

2008-04-30T08:09:00.000-07:00

Well... i was werkin on my last sat, sales wasn't wad i expected.. but seeing fathers holding their lil' child hands..... reminds of my dad... holding my small lil' hand.. ppl do change.. he is jus changing frm bad to worst... -___-.. anyways... it was so tiring.. porjects after projects... got to see winnie and the rest.. as usual.. he would crap around.. lols... always makes my moody day happy.. seeing the days pass.. soon... soOo soon.. frnship almost drifting apart... so hard to maintain frnship and buildin good rapports wit ppl... lols... hab to always keep in contact... =))... hmmm.. thinking back to my yr 1 in poly... how grateful i am to be in my class last yr... rather slack... play dota every weekends.. chill out @ "someone's" hse... lols... now tym seems to be not enuff... its always getting late when i decided to go out... tym flies... lols... i'm in yr 2 now.. stressing away... about my studies.... bla bla bla.. hope i could turn back on tym...

2008-04-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

i'm tired.. so tired.. i got sore throat and ate lots of thraot candy... dam... so tired... went running for the past few days dying to slim down... den jus came back frm dancesport.. i mmay not be goin sch tml but feel lyk goin to ma maison to grab a bite.. edwin kinda invite to his hse and play Wii... i hab no tym for ath... jus bored... go sch and back hm again... so sch and back hm again.. so tiring... hais... daily routine now... bill still haven paid yet ... dam

Star of the week.. =)

2008-04-20T08:01:00.000-07:00

well well... lols... i got a busy week.. super uber tired.. =X.. got into dancesport and FINALLY!!! I GOT A PARTNER!!! wow!! lols... he's a nice chap thou.. lols.. all THANKS 2 YVONNE & LITING.. they are my strong pillars.. =)).. got a $546.70 compulsory PDA frm the school.. no phone no camera.. nth.. -_____-'''... lols.. it was kinda useful when comes into msn.. lols.. i kinda had alot of fun fiddling wit it after so much complaining..lols.... got lots of projects to do.. i could hardly feel myself gasping for air.. duh... no tym to chill out wit my cliques.. cant wait for my chalet to come... gotta reli catch up wit them.. fri went to ma maison as a waitress den the next morning to P.S as a sales gal frm 11am-9.30pm, sitting there rotting away(the boss sux!!)... lols... i got no sales sOoOo... for this whole month i got 4 frigghin ZERO commissions.. lols... i hope he will gif me "oil fish"... i gotta say i'm gonna quit nxt month, end of may for the sake of my poor manager i gotta stay for a lil while more.. lols... =)).. at least i got abit of sympathy.. hee... i was so touched when winnie & the gang came to c me on sat... even asked me for dinner.. lols... =))... my parents and my sisters came and pick me up so i couldn't go out wit them... hais... but well... we went to carrefour to buy some groceries.. hee... so CHEAP!!! lols... anyway... i reli miss winnie and the gang hope to chill out wit them soon.. jus finish doing my stuff and sorta watch "repeated"[i watched it b4] rented AVP2 wit my family.. lols..yawns.. din manage to finish watching.. gotta slp.. -_______-

Sucks man...

2008-04-14T06:48:00.000-07:00

lols... ferst day of sch but my face look lyk sheet... jp caught my face.. and i hab to pout my lips jus to prevent the ulcers frm coming into contact w/ my braces... dam... i had fun in sch w/ liting... lols.. love her so much.. blabla... i got chase out of class cos of a cup of 'sugared drink' lyk dot dot dot..

-_____-

2008-04-09T23:18:00.000-07:00

i got my off today.. =).. gotta stay at hm.. hmmm... i'm waiting for cute lil brother to come hm... its so long... anyway i'm having my piano lesson later.. =)... heehee.. finally.... after such a long tym... -___-... my phone bills got cut off again.. my dad has yet to pay for it.. lols... i'm playing dis stupid cabal game.. lols... guess i'm still kinda updated =))

2008-04-07T19:46:00.000-07:00

lols... wad a day... bla bla bla... jus got a PINK psp slim for my bro... gah~!! i'm prettie much in a broke stage... the umd case was a bit screwed up by the stupid crystal casing.. fug~! hmmm.. i went to asked alvin to resell it... duh ... hab to pay for another 90 bucks... shithole.. i super broke... hab to pay for dizi too... ahh... i'm going nuts... -__-.. anyway... i got to go out wit my parents... heee. =)) i'm so happy.. i gotta get ALL my sundays off... i love my family more than ath else.. but thnks to my bloodie mouth... my dad was nagging.. and of cos i wont.. react to it... duh... messed up my weekend last wk.. -_-.. hais.. he went to drink again... never was he sober... -__-... i jus wish he wound understand... la la la la.. i got my pay... =).. heehee

my first day during my attachment..

2008-03-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

3 days ago was my mum's bdae... lols.. bought and ice cream cake for her... she was so touched... but no crying... -__-.. she even forgot her bdae... lols...dam... i miss goin out wit my frns.. been busy working.. boring life.. got malign by my boss for 2 tyms. FUKER..!! hmmm.. 3rd and i'm gonna quit.. hmmm... so tired.. jus came back frm my attachment... i gotta do dressing on my very ferst day... whoa~!... a bit sloughy, semi-perulent and a bit expose of the bone... =).. lols.. its was fun to know a new frn called joanna.. loud gal... sassy... lols... i got my result i passed everything.. wow~!! god bless me... =) hee

I love today...

2008-03-13T00:54:00.001-07:00

Jus came back frm a heavy lunch... i woke up 10.30am todae jus to meet yvonne and liting at ma maison... lols... i'm so tired but i wan to meet up wit them... =)... hee... love dem so much... lols.. i brought my lil bro and my lil sis wit me... den came along my beloved elder sis... =)... cos i say i wanted to treat her... lols... but end up she had to fork out another 20 bucks.. cos i'm kinda broke..T.T.. my 1st younger bro went to hongkong so din manage to bring him along... he's super cute... lols.. he brought 1 suitcase containin' all his necessities... and an empty suitcase.... guess wad?? he said is for our presents... my sis wants a pair of shoes. my younger sis wants many pair of earrings.... so on so forth.... lol... his onli goin for 4 days but he brought 2 large suitcase just to put our presents... i kinda miss him... he'll be back on sat.. =)... lols... i got piano lesson later... like wow... heee.... cant wait for my tcher to come... currently slackin at hm and reading some of my "dressing notes"... wan2 get myself prepared for clinical attachment(CA) next wk... bla bla bla..... -____-

Wow.. snapshot wit sexy lady..

2008-03-12T09:16:00.000-07:00

lols.. i got to check out madeleine's blog and grab few of my fotos... she's super sexy and pretty... =)... hee.. she's frigghin hot. lols.. werkin IT fair was fun..

lols... lame...

2008-03-11T20:35:00.000-07:00

I jus found out tat mie appointment was ytd... lols... so i went and change my braces colors.. lyk dam... mie frns r all taking off... leaving me alone wit my braces on.. blah blah blah... -__-... pink and black again... hee.. one of my fav... i got to get an appointment to ask someone to come over mie hse to tune my "8-yrs-old" piano... super durable... how i wish it was spoilt and i can get to buy a new one... hahahaha... =X... bad thinkin... anyway.. i bought 2 new keyboards at the challenger.... well... know wad??? this "screwed" keyboard that i mentioned causing mie millions of prob... turns out to werk out now.. -__-.... bloody sheet... lifes unfair even dis stupid keyboards wants to play tricks on mie.... dot dot dot... anyway... today is goin to be a fun day... lols... check in later.. =)

fuking keyboard

2008-03-08T09:01:00.000-08:00

fukin irritating keyboard... i cant type.... hab to use the fuking on-screen keyboard to type... -_-... reli sucks.. till date i got 10 computer sales... lols... i feel sick and my throat hurts... blah blah... sry... cant type much... happy to work w/ the winnie and the gang...

FUCKING TIRING DAY

2008-03-06T08:19:00.000-08:00

today just sucks la huh... Jus sold 1 friggin comp today... wad can i sae??? tok so much still no sales.. i feel so demoralize... maybe i should sit at my usual working place and rot....... got to hear a bad news frm someone which makes me even more lyk dying... -_-lll... everything is jus so wrong.. my whole life jus seems to be upside down... yawns... so tired... i feel lyk jus asking the terrorists to bomb me into pieces...blah blah blah.. life jus sucks... haven reli been eating well for the pass 1 wk. eat onli a meal everyday... no appetite... even liting wan to gimme the sales i refused.. cos i don tink i deserve tat much.. she jus dotes on me... dot dot dot.. i cant be selfish........ =X... i'm reli turing in soon.... R.I.P... and peace out.. [: love world peace...

Memories

2008-03-04T19:23:00.000-08:00

A boring start of the day, yawns.... i got a gre8 rest... i miss hanging out with winnie and the gang.. we r meeting soon tml... wakakakaaa.... chatting w/ Liting over the phone dis morning.. I missed her and i always do... i reli nid to keep updating my blog now and then.... dam... i gotta practise my piano later... my mum doesn't seem to be happy bout me goin out... so i'll jus b a filial and stay at hm... i hope i don get rusty at hm... blah blah blah... That was a photo that i took at Sentosa wit my dearest Liting.. workin in the same place... lols... we are meeting up for tml's IT fair job at Suntec.. yay!! i'm kinda excited bout it.. :] well actually gotta go for my dental appointment today.. kinda lazy so jus change it to mon.. i nid a good rest to prepare for my werk tml.. i reli gotta work for it..